i hate it when hetero cis white men have to announce that they are hetero cis white men. like it’s a badge of honor or something fuck.
i even wished you a happy birthday on your birthday and you didn’t respond. omg what am i even doing.
like what am i to you? am i just a fake person has no feelings when you aren’t there? Do you think I am not capable of discussing things with words? god
and the sad part is if you don’t even see this it might just mean the end of a friendship because i can’t anymore.
yes this is about you, yes i understand the situation that we are both currently in, but you can either be there for me or not. Because it’s getting to that point where you’ve hurt me so much already by giving me a false sense of someone i could really open up to. because i’m always the one who is just another option.
I just don’t know how you can be intimate with someone and not realize you could be hurting them by being part of such a private and really vulnerable state and not addressing how they might feel about you.
like i’m either your fucking friend and you’ll treat me like one or we aren’t friends i guess.